it's been a Long Hiatus...

Hello Friends....

YUP YUP!!! Ahm still alive, thanks very much... It's d 1st of November....

I ALMOST forgotten my password to this account... Guess don't really need this blog anymore, but tak sampai hati wanna delete everything that's in here...A lot of fond memories... Some good, some not so good... Family sagas... Good/bad experiences on friendships, work, gym.

So... those of you who are not updated on my life, I've been quite busy at work. Working in this event co seems to be hectic and not so easy as it sounds, though it may be freaky being in da office alone...But it's ok lah... I can entertain myself one mah...lolx...

Cruised through October birthdays ...though there were some belated wishes ;p

Looking forward to December.... it's d holiday/feasting month...Oops... of cos haf to exercise larh... i nid to wear those pretty girly stuffs for some weddings...May in partikular...drat~!

ta for now... updates in yr mailboxes soon.
Hugz

Settling in...

Heya dear friends.... A bit of update

Work - GREAT!!!! Loads of work. First week was packed with 11hours on the job..Back wanted to break and even thought of quitting, but m beginning to get the hang of things and Love it there... colleagues are ok. Bosses are Great to work wif (most important). Talked to matey and ex colleague and they said I seemed to be content & happier, even if the hours are long ;) Pray it'll stay that way

Home - mom's not been feeling well of late. Went for some tests last week...Tomolo she'll be in IJN again. Most likely will be doing angioplasty.
Rest of the family ok.

Gym - terminated d membership. Will be the last month. After being attached to it for so long, of course sum thung lar... but hell yah... July gotta fill it up wif other sporting activities ady... heh! Will most likely be mom's slave driver after she gets out of hosp.

Midst of work commitment, managed to fill time to attend weddings and meals wif family and of course gym...For now til end of the month it'll be work, hosp visits & gym. After July .... hope work routine be a bit more stable.

YOU - REading this... Keep in touch ya...Do drop me an email k...Miss each n everyone of u guys/girls...

Hugz for now...

2nd Quarter - 2009

We're Now into the 2nd Quarter of 2009.

Frankly speaking... The quarter didnt' whoosh pass like last year (and the prev year), so a bit thankful for that.

Updates: hafnt' been achieving the results desired in terms of losing weight, but I reckon getting there, wif my addition of RPM onto my list. so far... survived a coupla sessions but I still love Combat, especially the latest release.

the weekend we were over for baby Dylan's 1st bday celebration and he's growing to be as adorable as his two brothers...

Planning to try more outdoorsy activities (and to drag sis out too)...We're FINALLY (crosses fingers & toes) going to go to FRIM this weekend....PLEAS PLEASE Don't rain.....

Other private updates on personal & home - I'll email up shortly.... Don't want nosey parkers reading these bits...

Cheerio for now....

indefinite

indefinite break. if u wanna get me u know where to...

No nid to check here for updates .... cos I dun haf any intention to haf it published here....particularly ppl who i feel jaga tepi kain too much.


Family, and lovable friends - it's d Mooncake festibal weekend - enjoy it.

Take care!!!

long sat

was a long day at work today.... in between scooted off to lunch wif Lil P she rekomended a new dim sum place in Damansara.... Hmmmmm ... must bring mum & dad there...hope they'll like it...
After that got back and started to pack for the exhibition and look through the goddamn docs...WHY when we wan to send exhibition items it's so DAMN ma fan one... gahhhhhhhh!!!!

Super Heavy rain in the afternoon today... mebbe the overdose playing of Summer Rain... roflmao... Wan summer rain eh? NAH I GIP U rain.... roflol.....

survived it nevertheless....

nite gotta go sleep.

losing weight

High skool mates meeting after 4months, and the first thing pal said was...Eiiiii u lost more weight!!!

shud I be gleeful or what? lolx... I responded jokingly that I shud be eating more...

heh! no lar... ended up didn't whack everything... we share share la...

But... I think the next coupla months I shud be more determined & disciplined to do more at the gym, and like wat lengx said, I shud build the muscles and core and let them work it....

hmmm.... i shud la... if not when all the sistahs come back n pig out...I'll be gaining back ALL the weight before....(and perhaps more...)

weeks @work

Last two weeks haf been chaotic.... Bosses haf thrown tempers ard. yikes.Stress gila..... yday one of my other colleagues ask if my boss in bad mood, cos muka masam oni.

erk....


So mebbe it's not a Bad Friday morning after all eh? bosses not in... can do work in own pace, peace....

mental note to self:Nid to haf breather. not been zzz-ing well, and having very bad head&backache.

Yday...

Hafn't had time til now to blog about what happened last night....

After leaving the office was relieved. This past week has been quite miserable at work. Too many things. I reckon if I snap a pic of the table now, and leave, my successor will HATE me for life.

Got home, felt a bit hungry so took some mangosteen and then a packet of maggi. Gosh! that is such a rip off... I won't buy it anymore. I could easily haf taken 3packets.

Anyways... rested for about 10 minutes first cos was damn tired. Rushed for the class.Ya lar... Late by 15mins I know. Was already in Song 3 (Angeleyes) ONe track which I'd love to do, but for some reason last night after stepping into the gym, I felt very tak bersemangat.

Walked in at Track 4. Ok lar... I didn't give the killer stare ma.. hoh? lolx.When I heard track 5 being played, I just didn't haf the mood to continue. Walked out of the class (so sorrrrrrryyy) and then went to the treadmill. Had to go on it so I won't feel guilty la....

Rested for 5mins and then showered. Boy! what an 'workout'...

Bid everyone farewell and then headed off for some food&home.

Lenglui & Matey was sweet to sms to check how I was doing. I'm ok la... Just felt very drained.

Optimist in me ask me to enjoy my weekend. Like... GET.OUT.OF.DA.OFFICE now...hmmm...

ok ok... but but but... I nid to blog first ma....K Lar... liddat oni. ENJOY Yr weekend ya, peeps....

FUROR!

I been keeping real low at the family fiasco....

Cos...
1. no nid to add vinegar/honey
2. thought the matter already closed
3. I got other things to worry about

WHY??? Why do some people still stay bitter... And NOT at the person directly, but like to the whole wide world? aiyohhhhhhhh

It's like... I'm angry wif my friend Ah Lian, but also Ah Bee, Ah Dee, Ah Tee...just because all of them talk to Ah Lian... Wah say... Very the unfair to Ah Bee, Ah Dee, Ah Tee worrrrrrrr

Two babes (I think both of them are wise, and that they know me well enough to say that... And even if they had said something that offended me. It's OK. I'm kewl with it... We always need to haf people pro for us and oppose us. ) were telling me that Of course whatever said and done... Kennot be mended lar.

If kena cut once... U think the bloody scar will go away ar? No I dun think so... Am sure any Tom Dick or Harry kena pricked before right? But still life has to go on...

I feel sad that it's achelli turned out this way. It WAS NOT intentional to Hurt people. Cheh! Like I get a kick out of it. I don't get extra money... I don't get extra love or anything for writing it. Not like I will ROFLMAOX

Cuzzie is now NOT talking anymore to that person. not becos she doesn't love her... But becos she doesn't want any talk turning into a drama.

Errrrr... Wanna watch drama? Turn on the telly... Loads of them.... Particularly those sob sob Korean ones with cute hunks and LONGGGGG Lengthy, pathetic storyline.

Just not here ok? In here most of the time you get ramblings, rants, my boring sucks routine of work and gym, and occasional satirical pieces on life,politics,road directions,world - which has always been the intention of this blog... For authorised friends & family members to haf a glimpse of my thoughts/ramblings/life..

Friends/family who been reading all this - THANKS ... so very much for your understanding... Just listening and not adding tokkok tambah to improve/worsen the situation. You all been Great. muaks

washing it...

Time for a clean up....

Unfortunately sometimes the clean up can turn awry..

Am I sorry for it? errmmm no... But am feeeling bad it did not turn out to be mended.

No salt pls... Thks....

on high...

NEVER, EVER..... Underestimate the powers from above....

Thank God for sweet Little (one is, one isn't...lolz) young chicks you call girlfriends :))

After work I was realli very drained, the day didn't really go to well wif last minute work and all, but I felt touched that the colleague stayed back to rush some things for me.

Logged off half past seven. The sky was getting dark. So gloomy! Got home, mom was on the phone and saw me walking in and she flashed a smile... Haeh? hmmmmm... wonder wat was that for.... i smiled back, changed into my shorts n shirt had a bit of food and slumped in front of the tv for some entertainment wif Dad.

After that, literally dragged my feet to d gym.Walked in to the front desk and I felt a bit better seeing the smiley faces at the front counter, but still feeling crap inside.

Was in the midst of Track 2 ady...Instructor can summore tease me... just gave her a weak smile and did my workout. Track 3 - yay! Felt a bit better just karaoke-ing and trying to do my workout.Stayed on til Track 8. Can't believe I didn't walk out and do something else.
After that just went to the stretching area to destress. watched a bit of tv, filled pal up on what's been happening and she gave her 2cents worth.

After that Sweet angel gave me a little gift...And It really did cheer me up... heh!I got home, anxious to try out my new toy. It's a gadget calle the modulator. lolz.... too hyper ady...

This morning almost every one of my fave songs I wanted to listen to ... hahahaha!!!

THKS THKS my two FRIENDS....You are indeed God's gift.

LEBIUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

tonight

Following my prev post, I now haf no mood watsoever to do anything tonight...Not even the thought of massage....


I'm not as furious as a pal who was on Wed... I'm just feeling very disoriented... very numb,.. Like life has no meaning.


Wished someone I miss will just pop out of the sudden to just say hi and gimme a hug.......

I don't understand

Why some people must give you some docs which has so much indentation and complexities... Blardi sucks to undo it

Why some people must very 'larn lek' go and tunjuk menunjuk, padahal what he/she knows is so the limited...

Why some people must SIBUK ask on something that takde kena mengena wif her portfolio


Why someone... who used to be the bitchy bossy I AM ALWIZ THE BEST, suddenly wanna becomes my best friend? Eh... STAYING back to rush somethings for me on Monday worrr....

Why this job... suddenly is making me rethink if I wanna stay/go? worth it to stay (suffer all these stresses)/go (leave something that might bring my career path somewhere someway)


sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

psst!!.....

*peek*


IS IT SAFE NOW TO COME OUT OF HIDING?????

how many ?

I've already written many times about freedom of blogging, somehow, somewhere... some still do not get it... Gosh...

If you are prone to sensitivity, or have never been given this link by the author, please... I beg u... Do not proceed further. I do not wish to make enemies ok.

Thks.

Bugger!!!

It's bloody 3am and I am rudely awakened cos of this backache now for sleeping Far too bloody LONG on the mattress in the family hall. SO DEM Tempted to walk over to sis place n sleep....


GODDAMMIT!!!!


Damnnnnn tu 9 lan now.......

I've got a very stressful week at work and ALL I need is a good sleep, not on a bloody mattress (don't haf food oso nemind... can alwiz go OUT to tapau or eat maggi)

thank God still alive

YUp!!! am still alive

Today just seem so bluee....

Was reading tons of documents and decided.. ok need to take the file home.

Got caught w chatting wif a fellow colleague who was sighing as well... gosh! Does the evening haf to get more worse? told her ok ok ... we talk happy stuff. Shove her my mobile to show babe's little cutie dog.

Left office ard 7.30pm. gosh... supa late ady. Usually by now I'm having dinner just before Pump (if i decide to do so) or Combat...

Reached home ard 8.10... traffic quite da heavy.

Hungry n Tired, i quickly just reheated the dishes - chicken w ginger (Yum).. no veg liao... huarghh!!! Quickly just blanched the lettuce, sprinkle a bit of onion w oil n oyster sauce... tadahhhh

Lazed in the hall watching TV together gether wif Dad n Aunt. Aunt had the cheek to chase me to the gym summore... Dah lar mood oledi so blue, even mum n sis daren't irritate me.(or rather, they were too engrossed in tv/mahjong)

Watched a bit more, then took a brief nap...

Only person who knew was lenglui cos told her might not come to d class. so sweet called me right after the classes. Awwww... thanks for the thought. Muakssss (hope u got 2yr destination without much traffic)Princess called a bit later to ask if i was ok too. muakss too babe!Just...drained out to laff/entertain them tonight...

reckon I won't even read the file tonight. just so bleagh! take back to office and read tomolo la...ZZzzzzzZZZZ....

this week's gym workout

PATHETIC on the scoreboard....The only class I went for was Combat on Wednesday. Shame... ish ish ish!

Tonight am determined to go for 'at least' d Combat class.

And so, to make sure I go, I've requested for the following songs on Wed :
1. 29
2. Move It
3. Luv U More - Paul Estek
4. Bagpipe
5. Wasabi
6. Anything For Love/Shake Yr Shimmy
7. Check your head (we're gonna ace the timing tonight without distractions)
8. Paradise
9. Here I come
10.Instructor chose her fave Drama song - by QUeen

Here's the weird thing. For someone who loves most of the songs and can remember most of the choreo of my fave tracks (mostly sing a long songs..lolz), I actually had a tough time coughing up this list (and recalling the moves) . blegh!Has to be work....

*pray pray pray I get the most out of tonight.

1/2,11pm - BACK from Combat....am........so...........exhausted.....

these are songs that's not been done for a while... there was some technical errors...cudnt remember the chorey ;) But there were so many similar moves.. Like Move It/Luv U more(jabs+uppercuts), Bagpipe/Wasabi (travel to the front)... LOADS Of jab uppercuts, even speedball (yuck!) LOLZ... We ACED Check Your Head... Yippeee!!!!

i nid to get better at requesting songs that might not kill me... haha

It was a good good good workout nevertheless.... I think I shud do this every Friday. Get home from work, dinner n unwind a bit... then for Combat. so heppi d shirt was wet. Instructor even teased if I wanted to frame the shirt...lolz...

THX THX for doing it babe... hehehe hugsssssss